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 Posted: Sat 20:50, 16 Apr 2011 Post subject: Lily crying |
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her state of mind at this time is very chaotic, never had no reason, but she does not appear so blatant, absolutely not, the next second, she started to run, running is the most lonely campaign, she should be in this to feel the most lonely of all,
(a)
September last year, she and he met. Life as dull as water, and only talked to him only with pink memory, she liked his eyes, like his insolent, but also unpredictable his looming deep. In fact, in this case, she could not grasp their emotions, though, as water of life, but her heart has rippled lake.
He seldom mentioned her own living area [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], only one, so she was deeply remember a name. He said his sister called the Xia, but fell ill and died two years ago, lost Xia, he felt very lonely, he wants to be called Do not drive to his face, she could not see his eyes, and perhaps is the deep kind of unpredictable, and she whispered: She is the kind of family feel, she did not go to comfort, not just for this reason, she thought he must not pity and sympathy of others, Fei Xia certainly do not need.
talked to him from that day onwards, she Yeyeyeye to miss the same name, a little misty light, the quiet was only insects of the night, she would record in his diary the day mood, burn your own youth undercurrents, the things she wrote that the pink will become a memory, feeling is not only a record can not be undone, so her diary mostly poetry, save time, make her the kind of mood feelings, and so true to reproduce, so much unforgettable. Since ancient times, spare
passionate hate. Her heart to give and suffering that they alone know, and he is sentimentally attached to
seems like a dream, you and I meet so short, you like a burst of spring breeze gently blowing softly as my heart, where is your past now smile as the memory of the familiar smile, you know I love you, miss you, love you, read you, look never change, do not you ever think back, yesterday's pledge, even if you are reluctant to open the daffodils blooming in the water, do not forget the lonely corner of the valley there are spring lily .
(b)
day, all memory of a dream of the day, she found it was just a one-man show it.
himself out of his own love, when she was not far from his side, a single word to her frozen, Fei Xia, without mercy [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], Lily keeps to herself die, a piece of crystal heart , is blowing in the dim light, like a lake off the ice pool, spilled a few drops of dark red blood, just as the cuckoo in the lily leaves Tears of Blood.
However, in addition to silence [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], her expression calm and natural, cover your ups and downs in the heart of the lake. Pink memory, and perhaps make fun of God, but that was unforgettable feeling is not on the blood stained, and will always be true, forever transparent. She is very chaotic state of mind at this time, never had no reason, but she could not appear so blatant, absolutely not, the next second, she started to run, running is the most lonely campaign, she should be in at this most lonely forget everything,
to nightfall, to write poetry every day feel the moment, she rushed to the rooftop, Yeyeyeye the call, she would really say it.
Want to do is call your name, shouted these words, the heart attack, just call out, I know it is now engraved in my heart, but I want to call for it, so that night I had the world to witness such a desire, but you do not know, during the day do not understand the black night, the Eagles do not understand the pursuit of freedom solitary lily love, I'm really enough to fail, fail to understand you give yourself the dignity of the final, failure to have lost the pain Perception does not know how to escape, living in fantasy, not that reality, is it serves him right! Do others have mercy on me, because they can not give me the feeling of shock, you do not know, phase, as the moment, they both shift attention, in fact I have half a beat slow, you do not know, look in your eyes, I rather the same as the ice melts, you do not know, people say I'm cold, I was frozen for you, you do not understand all the reasons for all this is so long I call your name. to, but still no voice call, she was really tired, and even tear Liu Buchu, she is so fragile, so worn out.
(c)
tied his own, and now she has not escape the game, and perhaps eventually become victims. Originally, when he told her his ideal, she had a good shock, because they actually have a common desire, she looked forward to fighting with him, with the struggle for the future, but now he is obsessed with daffodils blooming, he will the ideal of hard work for the past life? And she, we must achieve this, for themselves, but also to tell him: wild lily has spring!
already decided everything.
noon, she was about half past nine p.m. to his classroom. It is now half past eight, she stood before the blackboard of the classroom, think Chen for a long time, she picked up the chalk, deep in the heart of the January
deep sea, gardens, such as pregnant Acacia
autumn leaves, a Yepiao Ling
star Shuoshuo, a boat a
lonely lily, Morrow Fei Fei Xia Xia
if to leave, parting soon
attachment daffodils, forget the day lily
Acacia, Hundred Years of Solitude
she slowly exit the classroom, blackboard opened only a lamp, the lamp under her personally miss him in reciting the poem, but she could only smile, maybe he will think her mad.
through the eyes, unpredictable, like the wind blowing from nowhere. Not that look, but will still write in the sand with sticks your name, deep in my heart every time the name calling. Star not be as brilliant, and my eyes are no starlight is so bright, perhaps in your opinion I was flickering, but that was to escape, look no star is so strong, keep the same moment, I do not show it, Maybe it did not greet our eyes, if her tears have you visibly moved.
stars so clean, light front Fang Guangjing for me, I know where you are, but not one you light the world, it is my selfish, just embrace your wayward, headstrong , their own happiness, not, you a moment of tenderness.
let me see you shake, What I can foresee the future of their own within two years, I have tied weave a web of their own in two years, I have to open your heart to see her pessimism, within two years ... ... no! I predict that the future should be to disguise their feelings I smiled until after graduation and never want to see, I can not, should I can never forget you, I ... ... do not know. No parting of the tear-jerking, is very plain to her, as September of last year, as plain as water. Well death is only permanent sleep.
since the day wrote To July this year, she knew she had an incurable disease, in fact, even if that disease can have the opportunity to recover, she would rather give up, not to say who she did not live, but she did not want to take back what it is. She wanted to see him again.
her about him, and also in the classroom, also in the evening half past nine. That day, she has been pondering in the window, did not realize he was standing behind her. She also thought in their own world, thinking about those pink memory and Fei Xia, if left, leaves soon. Attachment daffodils, forget the lily. Acacia day, Hundred Years of Solitude. kinds of eyes will be reluctant to call her, will not want to leave this world. But she looked up phase, as his, but also a smile, has been smiling, said: Her hands tremble a bit, but she knows now is not time to shrink, then quickly hugged him and hugged him tightly, his face buried in his chest, that moment, she could not breathe , no nostalgia, and she wanted him to promise, to live their ideals, we must achieve this, because it not only belongs to him, but they shared.
she smiled, she said you will always smiling. However, she was worried about, and will own a tear in his clothes and India, like a flower blooming in his chest like Sayuri, this is a secret, he did not know that this is the secret of lilies, please The secret hidden in the heart, when you see the cuckoo in the lily leaves Tears of Blood, you know, she has a smile.
you, not my attachment to this life only, not original thoughts, it will not be the last loved.
you, but now I only care, is the initial shock, indifference and the last.
(Editor: end)
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